that useless cat just sits on that couch and does absolutely nothing

that hint of grey
between the blue and the red
that's where i need to be
that's where i need to be

maybe that feeling
going down my spine
is all that i have needed
all that could have happened
through wide-eyed nights
quizzical dreams during the day
maybe the numbness
slowly creeping to my head
is all that i have needed
all that could have happened

i count on the coming days
speeding by until i hold them in place
if i don't soak in the beauty now
i will never feel again

many stories i have been told
of past adventures from brittle lips
say that the beauties do not last
and i want to feel them now

maybe the images stored
in the depths of my soul
are all that i have needed
all that could have happened
face down in the darkness
what a waste of time
maybe this realization
is all that i have needed
all that could have happened

that hint of gray
between the blue and the red
that's where i need to be
that's where i long to be

spit out my brain
rip my heart into a million pieces
let me float on up
the moon teasing me
too far for me to reach
the ground scaring me
afraid that i will fall
as i settle
in that hint of gray
between the blue and the red
because that's where i long to be
that's where i long to be