soultree

this is who i am
this is all that i will ever be
so if i die tomorrow
let the sky be blue
let the sun be blinding
for all who shall dare...
to look upon it's beauty


let them remember that
the day was perfect
that if you flew a kite
it was stuck perfectly
in midair... just floating


i count the hours before i dream
to see the colours that are never there
with all your friends
and all those you long to see
stuck in the space you long to breathe


here i am
i am close
close to the edge
but drifting with all my soultree
words conjured up from the greatest of friends
wishing so bad that
the words that you know
are the feelings instilled
in the depths of your mind
waiting to be discovered


if i was to die
i wish to be buried by a tree
nourished by all the things
people never ever notice
and i would be so happy
to be in the company
of the things people walk over
the things not given a second thought
i would be their first thought
i could be their only thought
and i would be so happy
to be there
in their presence
their only presence
the only true presence
that i could ever hope to know