thisisit

i flipped through the pages
and found some parts i liked
i went for a quiet walk
and found a route just for me
i was strumming my guitar
and agreed with a few chords
i looked out the window
and the night sky was so lovely
i looked into the future
and found myself so at peace
i look into my mind now
and find an emptiness i can't ignore
so i will swallow my fears
wipe the sweat off my forehead
dig deep into palms of my hands
jump as far as i can
land on the other side
examine my surroundings
and finally find myself a home
where i can just be myself
let out what i have been holding in
and die with a smile in my head