blue fluorescence

many feelings in remission
take control of this transmission
can you see the surface
greenish yellow fluorescence
i let my mind wander far
now its a little tiny star
juxtaposed is my mind
makes it easy to find
can i run
i know i am willing
can we have fun
now i'm just chilling
longing for deep comfort
i am willing to hurt
dreaming of the same thing
reruns make my heart sting
all alone and tired of seeing
the dull colours of my ceiling
i am my own nuisance
acting with such pretense
waiting for this drone to end
i won't have to blend in
seem to be trapped in this bubble
but am i really trapped in this bubble
i don't know
it's hard to tell
i don't want to know
but it's hard to tell

fly me to neptune

i'm autonomous, i'm anonymous
why does everybody bother us
i'm full of it, i'm full of shit
breaking me down bit by bit
if i was yours and you were mine
what gives you the right to change my mind
i am a knight with no shining armour
a weary ship seeking its harbour
i am a bird with wings that do not fly
as i fall from the sky...


goodbye.