eternally beautiful in barcelona

oh.. the world turns off at random times
and i am left here with empty hands
i believe my mind is vast and seeking truth
but here i stand without any plans

i need you now more than ever
whoever you are
or whatever you are

are you green with massive wings
your hair falling down like little strings
sleep in the basement and feast with kings
eyes completely shut when the radio sings

i need you like how he needed her
i want you as much as she wanted him
there is nothing more i'd rather prefer
thought for thought and limb for limb

it rained so much the other day
while the sun shined on the other side
you cried so much the other day
while they were happy behind your back

thought for thought and limb for limb
like that spark of light when times are grim
floating through space so far away
come float with me and you will stay
forever within my eyesight
everyday and every night
close enough for me to touch
never too little, never too much
not too far so you can hear
my voice and find it so sincere
never satisfied, always wanting more
opening new doors so we can explore

through the black holes
the never ending galaxies
away from this world
where time can never stop

save us

there is nothing i can do wrong
i have it all locked up in the cellar
all locked up in the dark


all smiles for you & i in this world made by the ones with no face
we are not doers but we are tellers
and we have made our mark


once in a while i will venture into the unknown


fishing for abnormalities, time consuming tasks for which i will embark


there is nothing to be done, absolutely nothing to be done
but we will follow the fake-lit rainbow to your corporate buildings
do your every bidding because our arms are connected with your strings





PLEASE! wake up from this horrible nightmare
there is a seat for you away from all despair


sing & write & die with our arms dangling to our sides
instead of the depressed induced ropes hanging from our necks
with our hollow and empty insides

السماء التي مرسلة

where will you be the next time i am truly happy?
standing with me like today or in the corner sappy
flip a coin because the odds would be much greater
oh, but we are so content now & that can come later
that sparkle beyond the bars beckons us forth
carve past this monstrosity; head straight north!
pick these flowers before our day comes to an end
you are so special to me, you are my best friend
we are living in hell with satan waiting at every turn
he places you in the spotlight & there he lets you burn
break the walls for me, let me out into the light
but this moon is far too bright and lovely to be our night
usher me past the money tree soaking in our happiness
away from those who want what they already possess
if i wake up next morning with the sun at my front door
i will gladly let her take me to some place new to explore
anywhere is better than here
nowhere can be as bad as here
anywhere is better than here
no one can convince me to stay here

they call stable, but you know it's wrong

hey, hey, hey, what's with the devilish look in your eyes
devising your perfect master plan that will lead to my final demise?
that sheepish grin that make the goosebumps jump off my arm
it sends a jolt from my brain down my spine, ring the alarm

you won't know when i grab this knife and hide it behind my back
preparing for the perfect moment to sink it into your back
it wasn't intentional! the hallucinogens have made me insane
there was nothing to gain back when i was sane, so send it down the drain

watch it swirl around and around, slowly melting away along with the rest
have it filtered back to your kitchen sink and settle in your system to digest
i can be a part of you forever like a beautifully done tattoo under your skin
hey, hey, hey, i have stolen your devilish eyes and that stupid, sheepish grin

your head is sprouting vines that proceed to wrap around my fragile body
swallow me whole and the darkness i will accept, your mind i will embody
scream as the echo reflects off the walls of this chamber where your heart once was
sleep for my own greedy pleasure, this once affirmative action now has no cause

ificouldidleaveyouallbehindtoventureawayforever

wading through the misty swamp with hands marked with blood
taking steps become so difficult as feet slowly sink in the mud
there is a light calling out at the end but grows dimmer by the minute
my demons grabbing at my arms but emotions i refuse to emit
there is only one way through this mess and i must do it alone
i need to leave you behind to venture off into the unknown

pleasepleasepleasepleasepleasepleaseplease fuck off, please
there are images in my mind and you're not in them
i need to do this alone, from the tip to the stem